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zolziski

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Bring me the Disco King
June 13, 2005 10:16 AM

You promised me the ending would be clear

You'd let me know when the time was now

Don't let me know when you're opening the door

Stab me in the dark, let me disappear



Memories that flutter like bats out of hell

Stab you from the city spires

Life wasn't worth the balance

Or the crumpled paper it was written on



Don't let me know we're invisible

Don't let me know we're invisible



Hot cash days that you trailed around

Cold cold nights under chrome and glass

Led me down river of perfumed limbs

Sent me to the streets with the good time girls



Don't let me know we're invisible

Don't let me know we're invisible

We could dance, dance, dance thru' the fire

Dance, dance, dance thru' the fire



Feed me no lies

I don't know about you, I don't know about you

Breathe through the years

I don't know about you, I don't know about you

Bring me the disco king

I don't know about you, I don't know about you

Dead or alive, bring me the disco king

Bring me the disco king, bring me the disco king

Bring me the disco king



Spin-offs with those who slept like corpses

Damp morning rays in the stiff bad clubs

Killing time in the '70s

Smelling of love through the moist winds

Don't let me know when you're opening the door

Close me in the dark, let me disappear

Soon there'll be nothing left of me

Nothing left to release



Dance, dance, dance thru' the fire

Dance, dance, dance thru' the fire

Feed me no lies

I don't know about you, I don't know about you

Breathe through the years

I don't know about you, I don't know about you

Bring me the disco king

I don't know about you, I don't know about you

Dead or alive, bring me the disco king

Bring me the disco king

Bring me the disco king, bring me the disco king

Bring me the disco king, bring me the disco king

Bring me the disco king, bring me the disco king



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I know, I know... So arbitrary... It's this damn song that has been in my head for about 5 days now. Damn you David Bowie! lol! Yea, that's who t's by, in case you didn't know/realise... It's so damn catchy.



My cat has taken to biting me. Ok, so she always has, but now she bites me with intent, not just cutesy little nibbly of hand. No. Now she bites my arms or whatever she can get to. It damn well hurts. Stupid whore.



I have been stoned way too often lately. That could be why I am so damn lazy. Sometimes I hate myself so much. Like, I sometimes look at Madmac and it feels like my heart's going to burst because it's just so full of emotion for him, and it's insane. And then like other times, its the opposite. My heart feels heavy with emotion, but the kind that can kill and it's directed at me. Or sometimes people in general or someone I despise, but more often than not me.



Speaking of people I despise... I just want to clear a little something up:

I realise that there is a Stacy on this site. I also realise that we've had shit. I also realise that I have a Stacy on my "hit list". This does not mean that the person on my "hit list" is the person on this site. Whoever said anything to her (the Stacy on this site) about that, kindly fuck off. Same goes to you Stacy :) I have my very valid reasons for not liking you, ones that I am not allowed to discuss with anyone, let alone you. Also, I might be a passive aggressive, but for God's sake, I kinda figured shit was at least semi-sorted. You don't talk to me, or Madmac, and we don't talk to you. Issue resolved. Now please hold up your end of the bargain, thank you :)



Ok, now that that's out of the way I can talk once more of how I make myself sick. Or not. Fuck it. Negative thoughts are never good. Just fuck off and leave me alone. Who the hell am I talking to? No one reads this, really, except for "guest" who loves to leave fucked up commetns. Well, now you can't. You have to be a member and logged in to comment. No comment is better than a comment from "guest".



Is it too much to ask just to be taken away?!

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Sptaez I read it, and no longer as 'guest'! :)

And don't feel bad. We all feel fucked up, well, most of us, and the truth is, we are all fucked up.

Feeling so much love for someone is normal.
June 13, 2005 10:32 AM
livingdeadgirl
Tho you probably won't, you really need to stop smoking that shit. It's fucking your mind up. Can't you see that?
June 14, 2005 01:12 AM
zolziski
My mind's been fucked up for a long time and long before I started smoking weed, though you are right and I probably should stop smoking weed. Makes me eat too much anyway lol!
June 14, 2005 06:06 AM