Don't Touch Me-- You'll Get This....
June 21, 2006 06:22 AM

Eh life is not really that good right now. I am suuuper tired and suuuper down with life. I have two past dreams, one about Jordan and one about Blake. I have yet to tell Josh about them and I doubt I will. Josh doesn't even know who the hell Blake is! He doesn't like Jordan and not to mention he'd be suuuuper pissed at me... I don't know if he'd still be with me or not. Anyway about my dreams::
 
Jordan
 
It was his birthday and we were hanging out in his driveway and I was invited to stay the night. I asked him at his house if we could get back together and I had to follow him to this doorknob shop to know the answer, and while there to find the answer I had to look under the doorknobs. It was really weird but in the end he said no, and I actually started crying.. wtf is wrong with me?
 
Blake

My dream of Blake made me really happy, we were hanging out with a bunch of emo/scene kids and we were having soo much fun. We were hanging all over each other and we were acting as we were going out and I felt soo happy and I was really happy. I even hated the fact that I woke up and realized that happiness wasn't real. And what was even worse was that I woke up next to Josh. ehhh Mine and Josh's anniversary is in a day (the 22nd) and Chris is coming down that night. It'll be pretty cool I know Dez is really happy and I am soo happy for her. I have to help her clean cause she is freaking out about the hosue and everything. God I really missed this journal! *hugs journal*