What The Hell Happened?
March 03, 2006 02:33 PM

...Yea.... what happened? *cries* I used to love this site?

The Free Time All Goes To...
October 22, 2005 03:31 AM

My new website in progress. Mostly an icon site but I'll have personal stuff to. I've created two sections so far... OC Icons & Lost Icons. That took up most of my time. Colelcting, Sorting, Uploading, Arranging. I dunno, keeps me occupied and helps keep my mind off of Adam and other guys that I shouldn't be thinking of right now. I'm getting pretty sleepy right now.



I'm gonna be working on the BSB Icons next whcih should be fun since I love them so.. then Random Celebs I guess. My back hurts and I'm about to fall asleep, so I'll get going now.

The Plan
October 20, 2005 11:01 PM

ok.. so my new plan is to get what I need out of the way on my next check and then use the one after to go visit Adam. Then if all goes well (and I sure as hel hope it does) I'll be moving there by January. I mean... I'm 19 now and I'm sick of just settling for whats easy. If it takes me busting my butt a little to get what I want (and that's Adam) then I'm willing to do it.

The Cartoon Me!
October 17, 2005 08:08 PM

More Me... I mean, as a cartoon and all.

Depeche Mode ~ Precious
October 16, 2005 02:34 PM

- Precious -



Precious and fragile things

Need special handling

My God, what have we done to you

We always tried to share

The tenderest of care

Now look what we have put you through



-Chorus-

Things get damaged

Things get broken

I thought we'd manage

But words left unspoken

Left us so brittle

There was so little left to give



Angels with silver wings

Shouldn't know suffering

I wish I could take the pain for you

If God has a master plan

That only He understands

I hope it's your eyes He's seeing through



-Chorus-

Things get damaged

Things get broken

I thought we'd manage

But words left unspoken

Left us so brittle

There was so little left to give



I pray you learn to trust

Have faith in both of us

And keep room in your hearts for two



-Chorus-

Things get damaged

Things get broken

I thought we'd manage

But words left unspoken

Left us so brittle

There was so little left to give

The Date
October 16, 2005 12:02 PM

So I went on a date with Ron last night (Ron the tall blonde... not my best friend). It was fun, I guess. He respected the boundries I had and he was sweet and fun. We might go out again tonight, might not. I hope we do because I like him.



Anthony called sometime in the middle and was drunk (surprise, surprise). He asked me to go to his moms to see him and I ignored his plea and got off the phone. Nikki called but I also brushed her off due to the impending joy of spending time with an attractive and intelligent person... who doesnt just wanna do me and leave me pregnant on the side of the road (talking about Ron... btw).



I don't really know that he's the type I wanna spend the rest of my life with. I mean.. I know he ISN'T. But. he's a really sweet and cute guy and I have no qualms with spending time and effort on him. He does definitly deserves someone nice for once. His ex is such a b.i. and he's such a sweetie.



Erg... he just got online... so I'm gonna go talk to him. Byez.

The Superhero We All Know And Love
October 16, 2005 11:31 AM

And that super-hero happens to be........ ME!







Eep! Isn't it wonderful? I mean, always knew I would be a super-hero but I figured it would be after a toxic spill or in a next life and there I am... alll Super-Samantha'd out on paper. Genious. Pure Genious. Don did it for me and I think it's because I made him a smouldering shoulder sign-pic.







I will have to make more sign pics for more artistic canadian boys and hope for more cartoons because this is much with the awesome.

The New Pics...
October 15, 2005 06:11 PM

I swear.. I look exactly like I did last time I put pics up.. but I figure I should update my pics every few months. So, ta-da!

The Last Time I Forgive & Forget
October 15, 2005 06:06 PM

I refuse to talk to Anthony anymore. It's a waste of time, effort and a total wast of my life. He's a pathetic, lying.. abussive drunk and I knew that already but I wanted to help him feel better but ya know, it ain't worth it so whatever. I've moved on...



I actually think I have a date tonight with this guy I used to have this crush on back in the day. We went out a few times but nothing really happened and then we got into an argument and stopped talking and he recently tracked me down on here and we talked about a half hour ago. He's cute... I mean, tall, blonde, blue eyes. Nothing to complain about, but I really can't remember whether we connected or not. It has been a while. I guess I'll find out tonight.

The Agony Of Work
October 13, 2005 08:14 PM

I'm so effing tired. I really wanna enjoy the online experience but it's nearly impossible with my aches and pains... and the sleepiness. Just worked for 8 1/2 hrs. Got a ride home from some guy who's kinda cute... and always too busy to call me. I kinda forgot his name. Shame on me.



*gag* Some perverted guy is talking to me. Lameness. Why are all the cute ones, lame-asses? Blah. My dads being annoying. I'm gonna take a nap.